just the beginning

Finally, after four and a half years spent in classrooms staring into space, talking about some random obscure thing, and the occasional learning…after six months of staring at something black printed on something white without being able to comprehend some sort of coherence in it… after almost one year of neurotic anxiety, random bursts of determination and certain periods of staying up all night trying to make sense of my own thoughts and putting it into writing… after racking my brains trying to find the exact way to make readers understand what i’m trying to say… after several weeks of agitation and breakdowns… two bloody hours trying to explain what i mean…

finally… this phase is over for me. finally, I can add those four letters behind my name : S.Psi.

not to say that this is the end. not meaning to make this a glorified happy ending.. just the opposite. this is just another step. still have a long road to go. damn. but hey, where would the fun of living be if i said i’ve reached an end (happy as it may be) ?

satu langkah (masih ada seribu lagi)

Hari ini satu langkah, masih ada seribu lagi…. ini bukan tulisan tentang perjalanan, cuma ekspresi kegirangan atas keberhasilan mengalahkan diri sendiri. ada yang bilang ini terlalu dini untuk dikategorikan sebagai sebuah keberhasilan.. tapi, buat gue ini kemajuan. nah iya, itu dia tepatnya. KEMAJUAN… bab 1 dan bab 2 sudah selesai (walaupun pasti akan mengalami revisi nantinya)…tapi yang penting akhirnya dikerjakan!!!! akhirnya berhasil mengalahkan semua campur aduk di kepala, terus berusaha membuatnya menjadi sesuatu yang (agak) terstruktur..

teman-teman (baik yang lulus maupun yang belum)… doain gue doooong!!! saya butuh moral supportnya nih!