Random Morning

Today is my last day as a 31 year old.

And yet I still find reasons to do some more self maturing. Alas, chronological age does not come with an automatic updated version of Andied v.3.2 complete with psychological age appropriate mindsets and behaviors.  That upgrade remains unique and needs some prior soul searching first.

But who has time to scavenge some golden wisdom in crevices of the soul? I have two kids below the age of 5, and a 9 to 5 job. Imagine how little spare time I have — said the person who browses instagram until the wee hours of morning. Oh the hypocrisy. I need to reduce screen time. My toddler needs to reduce screen time as well, come to think of it.

So here I am, post argument, sans phone, hungry yet too afraid to leave my desk because I’m waiting for the husband to contact me via email regarding my phone. At last, getting some uninterrupted time with myself. And still, unable yet to find the me I aspire to be.